Acceptance & Receiving.

This very well may be first writing in 2018 on Receiving. I suppose if I set a goal, then by the end of this year, both you and me shall learn immensely about my one word. (So my first goal is to truly see where this precious word leads me!)

I will say this, this evening I wasn’t even looking for the word and it sort of “popped up” on¬† the¬† screen ,¬† STARING AT ME as if I asked¬† ¬†the word to embrace me. Accept.

I wasnt sure…¬† what¬† wasn’t¬† I accepting?¬†What¬† did I not desire to¬† ¬†receive?¬† Why was¬† this word¬† already of “Receiving” challenging me¬† so very soon into the new year?

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Seeing the word “receive” in this definition, the same word offered unto me “as acceptance”; gave me goosebumps! I¬† wasnt¬† ready… but my word said I was. So¬† why do I need¬† “consent to receive?”¬† I asked.¬† Consent is needing permission for¬† something to¬† ¬†happen.¬† Or needing¬† agreement in order for something to happen.¬† ¬†Here it is¬† 20¬† days into¬† the¬† year and I¬† still havent¬† given myself¬† permission to¬† ¬†receive.¬†

And¬† so….¬† I¬† struggle with my writing and with my soul¬† to acknowledge¬† what’s been¬† hard to believe since¬† the end of December.¬† It’s time.¬† ¬†To¬† walk in.¬† To believe.¬† To¬† receive.

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‘Captured Moonbeam’ by You Are So Beautiful Photography

I  think I have been   looking for this  kind of  VALIDATION  for  such a long, long time.  And I am not sure  if I am  still there.  But  I shall keep  surrendering.  I  think its the  quickest way unto  Receiving.

Anything.

As if  receiving has a  door gate, and  I am the gatekeeper. 

Selah.

One thought on “Acceptance & Receiving.”

  1. Acceptance is probably the longest word in the world — not numerically, but to ingest! I love the idea of uniting the two terms. Gotta give that one some more thought.

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